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16 yrs old obsessed with ∞ 5H and Demetria Devonne Lovato ∞

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This is Demi and her friend Trenton Cole Bailey Stout. They were best friends. They had known each other since Demi was 2. He was a year older than her. He stayed at their house a lot, it was like his second home, and Dallas was like his sister. They both lived in Colleyville, Texas. As they grew up, their friendship only got stronger. But you see, since Demi was a grade below him, she didn’t know his friends, what was going on, and all that in his grade. Like she said, she’d gotten suicidal thoughts when she was 7, but he got her through it all. She stayed strong for him. She started getting an eating disorder, and he could tell, he worried about her, so he tried to stand up for her, but it didn’t work very well. He was bullied before that, but just in his own grade, after trying to stand up for Demi, he was bullied in both the grade below him and his own grade, making it nearly impossible to have friends, or feel safe. He and Demi were a lot alike, they both struggled so much with peer pressure, bullying, and that type of stuff. One day, the walked to school together, Trenton seemed fine. They had a normal day and went home, hung our for a while at Demi’s house, then he went home. Demi was about 12. Trenton was about 13. The next day, he didn’t walk to school with her, worrying her. But she thought he might’ve been sick- even though he was never sick and had never missed a day of school in his life. She thought about him all day and worried about him. At the end of the school day, she’d still heard nothing about him, no one knew what happened, not his friends, not anyone in his grade, not the teachers, not her friends, which turned her stomach in knots. As she was about to walk home, she got a call from her mom. Her mom was crying, and told Demi that Trenton had died. Demi didn’t believe her and ran home. Her mother hugged her tightly, as the ambulances surrounded her house, and Trenton’s house. She ran over to his house, and she saw his body. She didn’t think he looked like the Trenton she knew. The Trenton she had loved. She fell to her knees crying, and her mom just held her. After a while, her mother explained what had happened. Trenton had hung himself with his belt, because of how bullied he was. Demi immediately blamed herself, wishing she could’ve helped him, even just one little sentence, she was convinced, could’ve changed his mind. And that’s when she admitted to had fallen in love with Trenton. Her first love, ripped away from her. She never got to tell him, she was too scared, but she always wondered how he felt about her, but she would never get to know. That’s what pushed her over the edge, and that first night- she cut for the first time. It felt to het like the pain was flowing out of her, so she kept doing it. This post is in remembrance of Trenton Cole Bailey Stout. </////3
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5harmonylife: 05/05/13 Lauren deleted but <3
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vivgives: Made rebloggable by request. I thought it was best to avoid this question, but you sent it twice lol, so I’ll answer truthfully. I’m going to talk about what I think makes each girl pretty, in their own way. Also, disclaimer, these are just my personal opinions. I’ll start with Ally. Everyone talks about how cute she is, and that’s because it’s so spot on. She’s just that. All around pleasant, she’s always the one smiling, laughing, and that’s what makes her so likeable. You gravitate toward people who make you happy, and wonderfully, I think she makes a conscious effort to be kind to everyone meets. Her height is also a part of this. It makes her approachable, small and adorable, you know? Plus, I think she has the best and most secure fashion sense amongst the girls. She’s always dressed very well and presentably. Now Dinah. Not a lot of people say this, but there’s something very womanly about Dinah. I mean that, as an older sibling, as someone in a committed and loving relationship, she gives off this very mature vibe, no matter how silly she’s being or what joke she’s cracking. She’s a safe and content type of person, endearingly comfortable with who she is, and that’s so rare to find in someone, especially someone so young. Some people will never be comfortable with themselves in their entire lives, so it’s lovely to see that in her. Her smile is my favorite too. It’s just brilliant and wide, and lights up her whole face. Of all the girls, she’s the one you want to marry one day. She’s gorgeous. Lauren is the one of the group, I’m guessing, that most people tend to notice first, and for good reasons. The color of her eyes, her long and wavy hair, she’s a definite stunner, and intelligent to boot. But this is a double-edged sword. Being so striking, I think that people automatically peg her as untouchable. Like the popular, bitchy girl at school… But she’s far from that. Her naturally cool facial expression doesn’t help matters either. I believe she’s the most gossiped about of Fifth Harmony, for unfair and superficial reasons. People assume things, make excuses for themselves to be mean to her. If you’re reading this, it’s likely that you’re a fan though, so you can help. The prettiest people in the world aren’t told how beautiful they are, at least not enough, because people just think they already know it. And I don’t think Lauren does. Remind her that she’s beautiful every chance you get, Harmonizers, inside and out. And now we’re at Camila. I’ll start off right away by saying I’m biased when it comes to her. I’m outrageously attracted to her. People say she’s awkward only because she herself says that. I don’t find her awkward at all, actually. Goofy, yes, she’s a hilarious girl with a very well-developed sense of humor, but my goodness is she sexy too. She has no clue she has this effect. I’ll risk saying she’s innocent, but I am in no way calling her naïve. I mean that she has the world laid out ahead of her, with so much left to experience, and that’s a lovely thing. She’s not the type to be jaded, either. Out of all the girls, I think Camila seems to understand, not only herself, but the world at large, the best. She’s growing into an amazingly beautiful young woman. Outwardly, we’re already seeing her looks mature, her face and figure. On the inside, I think that she’s staying true to who she is, chasing her dreams, and this will play out wonderfully for who she soon will be. I left Normani for last, because this is the bit where I actually answer your question, Anon. Sorry, haha. I think Normani is the prettiest member of Fifth Harmony. I hope I don’t upset people by saying that, but yeah, that’s how I feel. She’s the textbook definition of pretty. Really, I looked it up: pret·ty [prit-ee] adjective 1.      pleasing or attractive to the eye, as by delicacy or gracefulness, especially without grandeur 2.      pleasing to the ear 3.      pleasing to the mind or aesthetic taste See!? Now if that’s not Normani to a tee, I don’t know what is. She is absolutely the most delicate and graceful of the group. This is because of her face, perfect symmetry, and well-proportioned features, a classic beauty indeed. Have you seen that picture of her sleeping? She doesn’t even have to try, and she looks splendid. She has an amazing body, I doubt you haven’t noticed. You can tell that she exercises routinely, and man, it’s worth it. With her extensive history in the business, gymnastics, singing, pageants, etc… it’s amazing how down-to-earth she is. I identify with her musical tastes the most. Her voice is actually my favorite of the group. I could go on like this for days. But yes, there’s my long-winded response to your short question.
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things that are enjoyable:

  • showers

things that are not enjoyable:

  • getting in the shower
  • getting out of the shower

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my mum:DID YOU HEAR ME COME HERE RIGHT NOW I SAID DINNER TIME WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHY DID YOU IGNORE ME WHY ARE YOU SO ADDICTED TO THAT COMPUTER I'M GONNA TAKE IT OFF YOU
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caccamesee:

I think we all need a reminder today that the human race isn’t all bad.

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